Sometimes
And sometimes I wake up
And I make no sounds
Sometimes I’m screaming
And the echoes won’t go
Am I even here?
Am I not around?
Can anyone hear?
Am I screaming now?
I feel unwanted
But sometimes I don’t
Is this what I wanted?
Ain’t I feeling loved?
Am I feeling loved?
Sometimes I’m crying
And sometimes I’m not
I would be lying
If I say I’m not
Sometimes I’m quiet
Sometimes I’m not
I would be lying
If I say I’m not
I feel unwanted
But sometimes I don’t
Is this what I wanted?
Ain’t I feeling loved?
Am I feeling loved?
Sometimes I human
But sometimes I’m not
A speaker with no volume
And talking to none
Sometimes I wake up
And I’m making sounds
Sometimes they hear me
And I’m feeling loved
I feel unwanted
But sometimes I don’t
Is this what I wanted?
Ain’t I feeling loved?
Am I feeling loved?
Vocals: Eliz Ai
Songwriter: Gabriel Solis
Production: Gabriel X
Song info
A vulnerable examination of fluctuating emotional states and identity uncertainty. The contrasting statements (“Sometimes I’m crying/And sometimes I’m not”) highlight internal contradictions. The questioning “Am I feeling loved?” reveals the underlying search for connection and validation.
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